I am very fragile inside, honestly.
Mayb I am looking very fragile outside too?
Story happened just now.
The brother was so busy with his online game;
The sister was going out for mooncake festival celebration;
The mother was going to Auntie May's house at Sri Gombak;
was worrying she might get lost, so I decided to go with my mom to Auntie May's house for a BBQ party.
We used to chat a lot in the car. I knew she was unhappy. I tried my best to comfort her. Telling her everything will be alright, rainbow always appears after the rain.
Very soon we reached auntie May's house. I was sitting aside and dealing with my chicken wings. while mom was busy chit-chatting with all the auntiessss. smile was again appearing on mom's face with the help of auntie Nancy's jokes.
Mom: I gotta do everything after back from work, I am very tired and busy one.Auntie Nancy: Your daughter never help you to do anything meh?Mom: No la, she is very lazy.Me: I did help her (whispering in heart)So at the end I was nagged by Auntie Nancy for not helping my mom. and I was forced to smile nicely that time. Nothing I could do besides SMILE.
When got into the car, mom started to nag at me.
"why are you so lazy?"I remained silent.
I don't talk when I am moody/tired/sad.I tried my best to hold my tears.
When I was 17, I was still a girl who knew nothing about house chores.
When I was 18, I tried my best to learn all the house chores because I did not want my mom to be so tired after working.
When I was 19, I did house chores everyday.
But she never satisfies.
I seriously hate it whenever she says I am lazy.
I am not.
I tell myself, Be strong, No crying.I am alright.Labels: emo, family
